Hello Bean. It's taken me a while to write again. I think it was because I wanted Grandad to stay at the top of the page - I visited a couple of times and then didn't actually write anything.
I'm not sure I'm going to write too much either, I feel like I am just putting off going to bed. Tis 1am and I should be rejoicing that I have no work to keep me up late, and just go to bed. I don't even really have anything to write about! There is not much news to be had.
The heat isn't so bad at the mo - I have been almost entirely staying out of the sun though, and we haven't had too many of those days where the air and the breeze is as hot as the sun. So normally if you are in the shade, you are comfortable. These are the good days. I worry there will be less and less of them as we get into the summer.
I saw on something on facebook - I'm really not quite sure what now - that your bro and Paul went off on a journey to that other England football match. That must have been slightly better than the Algeria one in the end - did they enjoy it? What other matches did you and they go to? Must be so exciting. Bit rubbish of England to be so, um, rubbish, generally, but what can you do. It seems like all the big teams wanted to crash out early, there must have been something they wanted to watch on TV. I think some of the countries have gone a bit OTT about how much it actually matters, like France seems to be in a state of national crisis, and Nigeria has suspended their team from international matches... sounds a bit hysterical to me! Have they all forgotten that it's only a game? The England/Germany match was a shocker, wasn't it? I was too blinded by the injustice of the denied goal that I didn't actually notice that apparently the England team was totally shit all the way through, but I have subsequently been told that they were.
Another Glastonbury has been and gone without me being there. It's FIVE years since I went, I can't believe it. I remember once when I was at a festival ----- I think it was Glastonbury, but something is telling me it was Reading, but I think Reading is too late in the summer --- calling you from a payphone there to find out your a-level results :) Happy days. You had done very well and I was so happy.
ARGH can i turn the clock back ten years, please? I am so worried that when I look back on now from the future I will always regret that I have been sad the last few years. Will I? I feel like I will regret so much. I really need to turn things round. I'm super miserable about the situation I'm in now, and I feel like I am a simmering pot of resentment. What can I do?
Probably the best immediate answer is go to bed, so that is what I shall do for now. Besides, I think there are ants up my trouser leg - this is what we get for enjoying the outdoors whilst blog-writing - so I must remove said garment and purge myself of beasties.
Night night Bean xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Boon. I think that you should come and stay with us for three months. It would give you some time away from everything to have a clear look at it all. It would be amazing to see you! We have good internet here so you could work easily. We even have a garage that you could use as an office (it's fully converted to an office which we no longer use). We have daily help with childcare and household stuff from just about the nicest woman imaginable (we have employed a lady five days a week now that Paul's salary is a bit bigger) and a spare room. We're within walking distance from town and you and I could share the car. You could come when we get back in September (7th) or you could come after you get back from England and stay in the house while we're away, that way getting a bit of alone time (we're in a very safe neighbourhood and it's not oppressive - we have a garden gate rather than a silly big wall).
ReplyDeleteI have no idea if that would be feasible for you, but I spoke to Paul and he would love for you to come! Please consider it!
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